7.13am Saturday 08 November 2025
Alhamdulillah for another day.
Poor Siren warded at Gebu yesterday… Ya Allah Ya Rabb please let him recover soon. Daughter felt bad for not sending him for treatment earlier. Told her not to feel bad because we had such tight schedule n we are so tired from it all. Let us pray that the vet is able to treat him well Inn Sya Allah…..
6.37am Friday 07 November 2025
Syukur Alhamdulillah for another beautiful day….🙏🏻❤️
A long day at BP Hospital yesterday. …. It started with an unpleasant episode….. When daughter joined the Q with 2 ladies in front, another lady suddenly wanted to cut in front of daughter. We told her to fall back. She started to argued that she came at 6am, earlier than us ,so on, so on….. To everyone surprise I told her in Manderin that, if she was ealy why wasn’t she in Q n told her to stop talking…..
After a long wait, had to go to the inner counter to ask them to check where my fail was. The guy came back saying that my fail was in the doctor’s hand but refused to say which room… Finally, got to see rookie MO X After consultation, he left to consult Pakar Azreen. After a long wait, I commented ,maybe he has forgotten about me!! Another Mo suddenly stood up n said he would check for me. MO X came back n told me to leave my mobile no n go out n do something , maybe eat… because Pakar Azreen not available yet…… So we went to the loo. MO X called. Pakar Azreen told me the USG Guided biopsy result inconclusive n I need another incision biopsy… Waited some more out side… MO X came out with the documents. Went to the 2nd pharmacy n got the painkiller enough till 24. November 2025; the biopsy day…..
7.22am Wednesday 05 November 2025
A good morning to the world. Hubby’s pain killer works wonders…. Had a good n peaceful night sleep n woke up to a beautiful world….❤️
Dependency on painkiller is not a good move but remembering an MO’s statement made decades ago in KL Hospital , “ You want quality life or worry of side effect of painkiller ?” put the worry to rest…. Decisions, decisions is endless in this struggle against the illness…. Ya Rabb, please guide me n bless me always. Ameen YRA….
7.25am Tuesday 04 November 2025
Alhamdulillah QR ended with Surah Yasin….
This morning applied aloe gel to the site. Alhamdulillah. It relieved the soreness n discomfort. Ya Allah Ya Rabb please let me always remember this magical herb of Yours whenever I am in distress. Ameen YRA…Daughter suggested that I go to the pharmacy n get pain killer because she could not bear to see me suffer ❤️❤️❤️ Told her I will try to apply the aloe gel more diligently n see how it goes…. Inn Sya Allah….
7.02am Monday 03 November 2025
Alhamdulillah. Thank Rabb for another day…
Today dearest grandson who has just recovered from Influenza A is having his SPM Oral BM examination. Dear Rabb please bless him n let him fare well. Ameen YRA. His Papa has a week long workshop in Melaka starting today. Please bless him n keep him safe. And please bless grandson n his mother n keep them safe during dearest son absence… Ameen YRA…. Please keep my USJ6 house safe from human n pest intrusions during dearest son absence… Ameen YRA.
This morning, hubby did not go to Masjid because of headache. Dear Rabb let him be well. Ameen YRA. May my loved ones n I have a great day. Ameen YRA….
7.24am Sunday 02 November 2025
Awakened this morning feeling ok. Alhamdulillah. Daughter has discovered more literature on Lyphedema clavical n will print them out .Will study them n present them to the MO during 06.11.25 TCA…Daughter n I agreed that, Majority of MOS lack of knowledge on the condition n are not prepared to enrich themselves…..
Daughter has printed out the articles n we will study them before the TCA…
6.41am Saturday 01 November 2025
QR ended with Surah Yasin. Alhamdulillah….
Last night, the pain was awful. Managed by applying antipain cream, hot water bottle, sleeping with light n air conditioning on…… Still hoping it is lymphoma clavical n not recurrence. Yesterday afternoon, the caring Dr.Kumar called n said that the ultra sound guided biopsy result is back. That was quite fast for a government hospital….Dr. Kumar asked me to go to Pakar 2 at 9am Thursday 06.11.2025 … It was not a clear description of the result so have to wait for the TCA…. Come what may, I have to be prepared for it. Inn Sya Allah….May Allah SWT have mercy on me. Ameen YRA.
