Why ?

Little Nurin is finally laid to rest witnessed by all walks of life and off course by the very person out there that tortured and murdered her. Her father who finally accepted her demise said the one who did that to her is not human but animal. No,no. Animal kills for survival. This is the work of devil.
He is a devil? He is possessed by the devil? He couldn't help himself? He was an abused child himself? He is a mad man? Who is he?
He did it once. Got away. He did it second time. Still got away.
His third victim never lived to tell her story. Why was Nurin held captive the longest ? Was she the most 'interesting' prey?. Or was it the sense of security that he felt since the hand of law not long enough to reach him twice before ? Did he expect to come to this ? Was he deceived by Nurin's bubbly disposition when in fact she was having high blood and kidney problem?
Why did he dispose of her little body the way he did? Why didn't he just dump the body in the river or by the dump site? Did he shed tears when she died? Was he fearful at that moment?
A month; 4 weeks, Nurin was held and repeatedly assaulted. Why did no one hear anything, see anything and suspect anything? Where did he hold her captive? In a cave? In "lubang cacing"?
Her father said that God love Nurin More. Why God allowed such fate to befall such a sweet child? I'm told there is a reason for every happening. So why this? Does it take death to make people really look harder, more thorough for the devil ?
May you rest in peace little one. May your death means many many things to many many people for a long long time.

New Venture

Finally the e-book I have purchased got delivered. Its late delivery have me worried for having fallen victim to internet scam! So Jason Tan at http://www.OnlyInMalaysiaMah.com/?ref=kartina51 is genuine after all. Thank you Jason, for giving me back internet trust.
It is about how to do e-business the fast, simple and Malaysian way. I'm kind of trying out a new field which in real life scares me a great deal. I'm too shy to approach people to promote any kind of sale at all. Unlike my mum who is a 1st class sale person though she has never attended school !!
So what the hack am I doing ? Getting myself into a no no land ? I must be crazy or what ?
Maybe the idea of not having to face the potential client make it attractive or maybe I did inherit some of my mum's ability and is waiting for the right time to manifest itself !!!
Anyway, I still have a lot to do to start my e-project. HELP!!!!!!

1st Entry

Three weeks into retirement. There seem to be endless things to do. The plants need rejuvenating, the house needs dusting and cleaning, the cats need pampering,........ all these have been neglected far too long ! Who says retirement is boring?? Wish there is more to 24 hours a day.
Sue says to take it easy, there will be plenty of time for everything. Wish I could believe that. It's 6.20pm right now. I need to take a break though I would like to write more on this blog that I have just created. Guess it has to wait. Will be back soon.