Tuesday, December 31, 2024

 Wednesday 01 January 2025 11.27am

Syukur Alhamdulillah

Most grateful to the Al- Almighty for the chance to go on making a new entry in 2025. The year 2024 was most challenging in many aspects… Even to the last day, Tuesday 31.12.2024….. Practically the whole day was spent in Sultanah Nora Hospital….Left home after Subuh n arrived home around 4.30pm….Exhausted beyond words……After bath, a light lunch n off to the comfort of my bed…. Turned on Netflix show but could not remember what it was…. My sleep was interrupted at 7.20pm, 1.30 am but I got up at 4.45am…. This has never happened before…..😛😜🤪

The nightmare started in early January 2024….Hubby’s name was cited in a land dispute between K, Defendant 1 n F the Plaintiff. Hubby was accused by Plaintiff of having no right to sell the land to F…The 1st lawyer P that we engaged has no work integrity…. Late for his 1st appointment with us….when he finally turned up with his wife n children, he offered no apology…..took his time to sit with us…😡😡😡. When asked how he was going to handle the case, appeared clueless but quick to name his price, RM20K.. Open fail fee was RM500.

We wrote to the court for a postponement to fail our case, as, we needed time to engage a new lawyer. Request was granted. The next lawyer A we saw could not represent hubby because she was  the witness in an agreement that hubby signed in 2009. The agreement by the way is the proof that hubby has the right to sell the land. So lawyer A suggested that she introduced hubby to her lawyer  friend…..F2. Lawyer A made us paid her RM3K n subsequently RM5K….

One day Lawyer F2 called hubby n we met….We found out Lawyer A only transferred RM5K to Lawyer F2 n kept RM3K to herself…..We were taken aback but we were thankful that Layer F2 decided to absolved the RM3K…..So working with Lawyer F2 has been a pleasant experience…. She knew exactly what to do n respected our ideas n decisions. Daughter n I provided the necessary documents n infos while hubby helps where ever possible…. 

We were braving the suit as best as  we could, when suddenly, Defendant 1,k whom we have been helping by providing documents , info n advice, dropped a bom shell on hubby by citing him as the 3rd party.. which means if ever K lost his case Hubby is required to pay his monetary fine…. This turn of event just goes to show that where money is concerned, no one can be trusted….However, I believe in akhirat n the justice….

On 28 November 2024, an out of court  settlement was arrived at. The settlement is actually between K n F n Hubby was not involved at all…. After all the hustle , anxiety n stress hubby is not guilty of any wrong doing …Yet we had to spend RM30K for lawyer’s fees…..Our daughter kept pacifying us . She said let’s not think about the monetary loss, just think about the peace we will have in 2025… Inn Sya Allah.

Besides this stressful experience , I have another on going  battle against the recurring cancer to fight….Hubby’s n daughter’s tireless support cheer me on.  8 cycles of oral chemo since June 2024, left my feet n hands so dry n painful, my eyes itchy n blur, feely sore all over . Anyway, syukur Alhamdulillah, on 31. December 2024, my CT Scan result showed  that the C cells have been contained…. For now I need to recover from the oral chemo side effects…. Make myself healthy for the reunion of 9 siblings this coming Chinese New Year…. Inn Sya Allah…


Tuesday, July 9, 2024

Found My Way Back Again

 09.07.2024/ 03. Muharam 1446H

Alhamdulillah finally , by trial n error, got here.

Where do I begin…… Syukur Alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah SWT for the mercy, compassion n ever forgiving. 

I continue to seek Your guidance n forgiveness for the on going struggle in wanting to go on living with my loved ones. 

I thank You for making it possible for Yellow Butterfly to fly home on 27 July 2024 after the passing of her loved one… Please let it be a safe journey for her…..

Daughter  n I need to work hard on the schedule juggling among all the on going events to be able to meet up with Yellow  Butterfly. Ya Allah Ya Rab please show us the best n safe way… Ameem YRA.

6.16pm…. Back again after saying my solat, praying for the best for myself, my loved ones n mankind…. In my present condition, I have to try hard to make peace with every stressor that gets my way….. Tighten, loosen, pull, push…. Not really knowing what is the limit to every attempt….🥹🥹 But I do know that, every attempt will begins with Bismillahirahmanirahim and  Inn Sya Allah……And ending with Alhamdulillah….

Since April this year, daughter helps to modify my lifestyle. By installing  an iPad stand beside my bed, she made sure that I enjoy my dramas, movies lying down with elevated feet…. Yes, the change saw the stubborn swelling in both feet disappear …. The swelling that the doctors were not successful in treating..They tested my heart, my kidney but declared that those organs have nothing to do with the swelling….Alhamdulillah one small battle won….🤲🏻

Taking another break….🥰🐰🦁