09.07.2024/ 03. Muharam 1446H
Alhamdulillah finally , by trial n error, got here.
Where do I begin…… Syukur Alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah SWT for the mercy, compassion n ever forgiving.
I continue to seek Your guidance n forgiveness for the on going struggle in wanting to go on living with my loved ones.
I thank You for making it possible for Yellow Butterfly to fly home on 27 July 2024 after the passing of her loved one… Please let it be a safe journey for her…..
Daughter n I need to work hard on the schedule juggling among all the on going events to be able to meet up with Yellow Butterfly. Ya Allah Ya Rab please show us the best n safe way… Ameem YRA.
6.16pm…. Back again after saying my solat, praying for the best for myself, my loved ones n mankind…. In my present condition, I have to try hard to make peace with every stressor that gets my way….. Tighten, loosen, pull, push…. Not really knowing what is the limit to every attempt….🥹🥹 But I do know that, every attempt will begins with Bismillahirahmanirahim and Inn Sya Allah……And ending with Alhamdulillah….
Since April this year, daughter helps to modify my lifestyle. By installing an iPad stand beside my bed, she made sure that I enjoy my dramas, movies lying down with elevated feet…. Yes, the change saw the stubborn swelling in both feet disappear …. The swelling that the doctors were not successful in treating..They tested my heart, my kidney but declared that those organs have nothing to do with the swelling….Alhamdulillah one small battle won….🤲🏻
Taking another break….🥰🐰🦁
