7.43am  Tuesday 26 August

         After QR, feeling rather indecisive on what I wanted to do next…. The vision has not fully recovered. The bad bout of giddiness n overall body ache due to crabs eating a few days ago still lingers; The clavicle lymphedema persists. That causes the pain in the left shoulder n arm to be frequent. When the pain occurs, heat patch n hot water bottle do help…. 

         Come to think of it, the lack of self-control over diet n habitual indulgence is the main cause…. Those days of eating less of fried food n more of so called ‘healthy’ diet are numbered…And the love of on line dramas n movies took a chunk of the time…not paying any attention to the tiredness of the eyes n the  needs for outdoor activities…. Always succumbed to “ I need more rest…” defense mechanism 😝🤪🥵😢😪🥲.

        Time for breakfast n medications…….

 7.28am Wednesday 06 August 2025

Alhamdulillah I am allowed to cross the threshold of 74 on 03.08.2025. There used to be the uncertainty before that due to the recurrence n the problems of Lymphaderma clavicle , the repetitive body aches, the blurring eye sight due to bad bout of conjunctivitis…… Daughter’s loving n tireless care is the key contributing factor to the positive outcome. Ya Allah Ya Rabb please bless her with the best of everything dunia n akhirat. Ameen YRA …..

I have been telling myself that  I will go on fighting against my complacency n pray hard that The Almighty will grant me more time with my loved ones…Ameen YRA