11.29pm Ahad 31.12.2023

Farewell 2023 and welcome 2024

How to start describing the year 2023 ? From one hospital TCA to another, life goes on. Keeping journal helps to keep track of all the continueos attempts to keep on living....the endless medical investigations, the surgery, drugs n treatments..... I am being tested on one hand and  blessed on the other.... 

I am being tested with the 2 years recurrence the big CI am blessed with a loving family.... A God send daughter who takes great care of me n hubby and our 34 strong fleet of bulus....

12.00am 01.01.2024

Hello 2024. Syukur Alhamdulillah. With Allah grace I am able to be breathing this moment, this second n this minute in this new year. Feeling happy, geateful but sad... 

All the bright light, firework n cheering in of the new year in most cities all over the world cannot lessen the anger and sadness  felt over the 22 K death toll in Palestine n the on going destruction n slaughter of the helpless.... Ya Allah Ya Rabb please bring forth Your promise in the Ayat 7 Surah 17 Al-Israk.... Ameen YRA....

Òn the home front, I pray for good health, happiness, rezeki n longevity for all my loved ones. May Allah SWT bless us all with His Nùr n Hidayah always... Ameen YRA.

 7.27pm Wednesday 27.12.2023

Hello,

I am back again as usual at the end of the year.😁

Just finished watching The Street Cat Called Bob.... Very touching, very pleasing...  Love Bob dearly as though he is part of our 32 darlings fleet. His big eyes observing James every emotion; his sadness, desperation, agony, loss, joy, hope, struggle n happiness. Bob is God send to help James overcome the obstacles in making good of his 2nd chance in life to be clean n drug free... The ending shows love, compassion n humanity are much needed to make this world beautiful again....

Taking a break to solat n see to dinner..... Will be back soon....

 11.31pm Sunday 1 January 2023

In less than 30 minutes my 1st born will turn 49 years old….. Born in JB in the wee hours at the Sultanah Aminah Hospital. He was supposed to be a December child but was reluctant to see the world….. I had to endure a few nights of pain intolerant mothers-to-be ‘howling’ n cried myself to sleep in much anxiety😢

Finally, when he was ready to greet the world, my world has never been the same again… 9 months++ of endless morning sickness that reduced me to skin n bone, was worth every moment.                           Syukur Alhamdulillah I counted the fingers n toes. All there. Yes he is my son…. He needs no name tag to  say who his mother is. He is the handsomest son that belongs to the most beautiful mother in the whole wide world……

12.01am Monday 02.01.2023…..Happy birthday Sayang. May Allah SWT keep you safe always. Ameen YRA.