7.43am  Tuesday 26 August

         After QR, feeling rather indecisive on what I wanted to do next…. The vision has not fully recovered. The bad bout of giddiness n overall body ache due to crabs eating a few days ago still lingers; The clavicle lymphedema persists. That causes the pain in the left shoulder n arm to be frequent. When the pain occurs, heat patch n hot water bottle do help…. 

         Come to think of it, the lack of self-control over diet n habitual indulgence is the main cause…. Those days of eating less of fried food n more of so called ‘healthy’ diet are numbered…And the love of on line dramas n movies took a chunk of the time…not paying any attention to the tiredness of the eyes n the  needs for outdoor activities…. Always succumbed to “ I need more rest…” defense mechanism 😝🤪🥵😢😪🥲.

        Time for breakfast n medications…….

 7.28am Wednesday 06 August 2025

Alhamdulillah I am allowed to cross the threshold of 74 on 03.08.2025. There used to be the uncertainty before that due to the recurrence n the problems of Lymphaderma clavicle , the repetitive body aches, the blurring eye sight due to bad bout of conjunctivitis…… Daughter’s loving n tireless care is the key contributing factor to the positive outcome. Ya Allah Ya Rabb please bless her with the best of everything dunia n akhirat. Ameen YRA …..

I have been telling myself that  I will go on fighting against my complacency n pray hard that The Almighty will grant me more time with my loved ones…Ameen YRA 

 7.26am  Sunday  20 July 2025

Syukur Alhamdulillah, the pain in the left shoulder which started around 5.30am in the Brown room is under control after daughter put a heat patch on the back of the shoulder.

The excruciating pain is rather frightening…. It is definitely beyond 10….  After the Lymphoderma Clavical developed after the left armpit surgery in mid 2024, I did experienced the pain in the left shoulder a few times but they were never this bad…. 

On Friday 18 July, Dr. Alwiyah did examined me during my visit to the Daycare after I told her about the problem…. She asked me to wait for the CT Scan result scheduled for 29 July 2025…. Ya Allah Ya Rabb please show me the way to manage this problem… Ameen YRA.

7.45am…better go get some breakfast n later the medicines n supplements…..****** . After that go walkabout in the yard. I am sure the 6.20am long awaited shower must have rendered much cooler atmosphere.☺️😀🐰🐰

 8.38pm 15 July 2025

I am back. 

With vision impaied by bad conjunctivitis, finding it rather uncomfortable looking at the screen.. Though the redness almost gone, the vision is rather blurry……

Where do I begin to tell the story…… 27 June, giddiness n nauseating feeling got me to the Emergency Department ,HBP. Daughter drove me there around 9pm. After HA took down my particulars in Q & A session, ECG taken. Saw Dr. Syed whom I thought was an Indian. Q & A again. Physical examination followed by blood sample taking.. After that brought to a waiting room. Told to lie down n sleep while waiting for the blood test result. 2am 28.July, Dr.Azhar told Irma n I that all test results are good, my heart, kidney n other vital organs are in good condition. The giddiness n nauseating feeling most likely due to my gastric problem… He prescribed medicines n we took them at the Emergency Pharmacy

2.30am homeward bound. Stopped at FamilyMart, Taman U….Daughter went for some stuffs. I gave some money. Feeling weird waiting in the car. Arrived home around 3.30am. Changed clothes, washed up n went to bed….

A few days later, my left eye turned red. Did not think too much about it… Went to the GP n got medicine for it. It got worst. Went back to the GP again n was told to go see eye specialist after more medication n RM77 …. Daughter googled for eye specialist . Decided to go to BP instead of Kluang. On 12 July we went to  Accuvission  n saw Dr.Sai… For RM230, I came away with 3 types of eye drops after several eye examination n a followup on Wednesday 16 July 2025

Diligently , daughter has been helping to apply the eye drops till today. The redness almost gone but the vision not so good… So will see what Dr.Sai says tomorrow. Bismillahirahmanirahim, let it be good, Ameen.